While I was thus mutely pondering within myself, and recording my sorrowful complainings with my pen, it seemed to me that there appeared above my head a woman of a countenance exceeding venerable. Her eyes were bright as fire, and of a more than human keenness; her complexion was lively, her vigour showed no trace of enfeeblement; and yet her years were right full, and she plainly seemed not of our age and time. Her stature was difficult to judge. At one moment it exceeded not the common height, at another her forehead seemed to strike the sky; and whenever she raised her head higher, she began to pierce within the very heavens, and to baffle the eyes of them that looked upon her. Her garments were of an imperishable fabric, wrought with the finest threads and of the most delicate workmanship; and these, as her own lips afterwards assured me, she had herself woven with her own hands. The beauty of this vesture had been somewhat tarnished by age and neglect, and wore that dingy look which marble contracts from exposure. On the lower-most edge was inwoven the Greek letter Π, on the topmost the letter θ,A and between the two were to be seen steps, like a staircase, from the lower to the upper letter. This robe, moreover, had been torn by the hands of violent persons, who had each snatched away what he could clutch.B Her right hand held a note-book; in her left she bore a staff. And when she saw the Muses of Poesie standing by my bedside, dictating the words of my lamentations, she was moved awhile to wrath, and her eyes flashed sternly. 'Who,' said she, 'has allowed yon play-acting wantons to approach this sick man—these who, so far from giving medicine to heal his malady, even feed it with sweet poison? These it is who kill the rich crop of reason with the barren thorns of passion, who accustom men's minds to disease, instead of setting them free. Now, were it some common man whom your allurements were seducing, as is usually your way, I should be less indignant. On such a one I should not have spent my pains for naught. But this is one nurtured in the Eleatic and Academic philosophies. Nay, get ye gone, ye sirens, whose sweetness lasteth not; leave him for my muses to tend and heal!' At these words of upbraiding, the whole band, in deepened sadness, with downcast eyes, and blushes that confessed their shame, dolefully left the chamber.
But I, because my sight was dimmed with much weeping, and I could not tell who was this woman of authority so commanding—I was dumfoundered, and, with my gaze fastened on the earth, continued silently to await what she might do next. Then she drew near me and sat on the edge of my couch, and, looking into my face all heavy with grief and fixed in sadness on the ground, she bewailed in these words the disorder of my mind:
A Π (P) stands for the Political life, the life of action; θ (Th) for the Theoretical life, the life of thought.
B The Stoic, Epicurean, and other philosophical sects, which Boethius regards as heterodox. See also below, ch. iii., p. 14.
A new modern English rendering, made from the Latin with AI assistance — a reading aid, not a scholarly edition.
While I was silently turning these things over in my own mind, and setting down my tearful complaint with the labour of my pen, there seemed to stand above my head a woman of a deeply reverend face, her eyes burning and keen beyond the common power of human sight, her colour fresh and her vigour unspent — and yet she was so full of years that she could in no way be thought of our own age. Her stature was hard to judge: for now she kept to the common measure of human height, now she seemed to strike the sky with the crown of her head; and when she lifted it higher still, she would pierce the very heavens and baffle the gaze of those who looked at her. Her garments were finished of the finest threads, by subtle craft, of an indestructible fabric — woven, as I later learned from her own telling, by her own hands; and a kind of haze of neglected age had dimmed their look, as smoke dims a statue. On the lowest hem was woven the Greek letter Π, and on the topmost Θ, and between the two letters steps were marked out like a staircase, by which one might climb from the lower letter to the higher. Yet that same robe the hands of certain violent men had torn, and each had carried off such scraps as he could seize. In her right hand she carried small books; in her left, a sceptre.
When she saw the Muses of poetry standing by my couch and supplying words to my weeping, she was stirred for a moment, her eyes blazing fiercely. "Who," she said, "has let these stage-struck little harlots come near this sick man — they who, far from easing his pains with any remedy, would even feed them with sweet poison? These are the very ones who choke the rich harvest of reason with the barren thorns of the passions, and school men's minds to sickness instead of setting them free. Had your coaxing been luring off some ordinary man, as is your usual way with the crowd, I should bear it with less vexation — in him no work of mine would be harmed. But this man, reared on the studies of Elea and the Academy? No — be gone instead, you Sirens, sweet until they destroy, and leave him to my own Muses to be tended and healed." Rebuked, that troupe cast their eyes to the ground and, their blushes confessing their shame, passed gloomily over the threshold.
But I — whose sight, drowned in tears, was so clouded that I could not make out who this woman of such commanding authority might be — was struck dumb; and with my gaze fixed on the ground I waited in silence to see what she would do next. Then, drawing nearer, she sat down on the very edge of my bed, and, looking into my face — heavy with mourning and cast down to the earth in grief — she lamented the disorder of my mind in these verses: